Standing in the way of control!

I haven't posted again since wednesday, so:
Thursday.
Went to Amy's ALLL day:') we took pictures, yet again;

I love this girl!:)

Friday, (mums birthday, but she was at work, so-)went to Manchester with Amy. It's great that her boyfriends on holiday, i get to spend loads of time with her again:) Anyway, we trailed around having fun in the early learning centre and build-a-bear and eating a subway and talking about life. She bought Jake some after shave and then Tom rang me and asked me to meet his friends but we didn't have time because we had to get the train.

Got home, and had to get ready rapidly to go to a meal with my mum and her friends for her birthday. Finished watching 'The Invention Of Lying' and ran on over to pizza express and had a good time with my mums friends Ally (and her boyfriend,) Lizzy, June, Kaz and Johnathen and her daughter Melissa :)

Today, after an epidemic at 2am till 4am of one of my friends going missing (which turned out to be a prank- completely not funny as the police were out looking for her and everything!) anyway, got up at around 1 midday and got ready to meet amy at the station at 6 so we could go rollerskating!

It was awesome! I'm not very good at it, but we had help from one of the teachers Leon and me and amy were (in mums words-) "chatted up" by these two other boys who were helping out, but they basically said we were crap, haha! 

Rather good night:)! 

I think I can honestly say I love my life.

And tomorrow I'm going to the cinema with Tom and seeing my friend Danny in the morning, lovely:).

New outlook on life.

I love changing:)

At slow speed we all seem focused.

Yesterday, I went shopping (yet again) and spent god knows how much on yet more clothes, in an attempt to get my style back and ditch the jeggins and vest tops.
I bought my mum a mascara, chocolates and a card for her birthday on the 19th (and yet to buy her some slippers!)
and then gauged into my own clothes.
I wandered into bank and bought another sailor type short jumper dress, navy and at only £25. Win. I then ventured over to my new favourite shop;
MACVINTAGE!
All full of 80's type style clothes. Tight pencil skirts and baggy print tops that can tuck inside and the old fashioned jackets and checkered fabrics. A juxebox in the corner pumping out 80's songs and pictures in battered frames of Elvis and the beatles and many other inspiring artists.
I bought a print top of a young madonna and a tight navy woollen skirt and also one of these wildlife animal print jumpers.

I spent roughly £51 in there. I love it though!

I'm thinking about possibly asking for a job there. Although I'd probably be buying all the stock.

Today.

Got up at some ridiculous time to catch the 10:20 train to go to Tom's. We made pancakes and sat around on his sofa for most of the day, it was lovely:) Then at 3:30 went to meet Amy and bought supernoodles and hair dye. Dyed her hair like a tinted redish colour which looks nice and then got dropped off home at around 8ish and I'm now waiting for the 13th and final episode to be completely downloaded of Glee to round off a perfect day of seeing my boyfriend followed by my best friend:).

I love Rihannas style here:)

Havent posted in a short while.

So, Friday. It seemed so long ago so lets see what I can remember!:]
Well, I know that we broke up for school for a week (yayyy) so we were in non uniform but I left my stupid art folder in school so i cant do any of the work set:|
In R.E. we watched the first episode of Glee. I have to say now, I am officially hooked. I went home and over the course of the weekend have seen 12 episodes out of the 13 of season one. Only four of these have been on TV as of yet, so I'm well ahead.
After school, I went home to my dad's house and played my guitar some more.
My dad attempted to give me fish for tea (I've been vegetarian for almost 4 years now,) so it didn't go down so well, and resulted in tears and a whole plate of food pilled high in the bin and was nearly sick. Thankyou, Dad.
Saturday, went shopping into macc and got myself a brand new jumper dress. My mum hates it and says its "too short" but Tom liked it and so do my friends so screw her. (love her with all my heart though!)
Sunday, Valentines day. So Tom came to mine and we had a perfect evening falling asleep in my room and watched Planet 51. He got my mum some flowers to make her feel better, which was lovely and cheered her up seen as she's been down alot lately. We ate ice cream and went through about 13080893 different accents. It's been four weeks now - basically a month, and I've been ever so happy ever since:) He got the train home at 11ish and I came home to watch more episodes of Glee!
Today, I was supposed to go into school at 9am ish to finish up on some ICT work. I was knackered though from watching glee till about 2 am and I hadn't done the work anyway and I really could not be arsed, so stayed in bed until 11 instead:)
Got up, had a bath and dossed around for a bit, downloading films and albums/artists and then went to meet Katie in sainsburys for cups of tea and a good chat:)
I miss her, I hardly see her anymore. She's my oldest friend and used to be my bestest, we could practically read each other. But somewhere along the lines we drifted abit. Although I still see her which is good and I hope I don't loose contact with her. We've been friends since we were about 4 and went through primary school together, and then split off to go to different high schools for a year. Until Katie left tythy and came to join in at Poynton :)!
So today was a nice day, sat in sainsburys talking and I realised how much things have changed.
How much I have changed.
And now, I'm not so sure if it's for the better or for the worse. I miss how I used to be, when I could practically wear whatever and not care cause that was my style.
My new friends at high school kinda shaped me a little, I mean, I still like all the stuff I used to, but I've grown more into that crowd now. I love them all though, I just regret changing myself so much.
I think it's time for a re-style. 
Stop wearing jeggins every day and a hoodie and get my style and uniqueness back.
So, as of yesterday, the non-jeggins began.
I wore my new jumper dress (that's like sailor themed, haha) and then today I wore a tight skirt with my over sized top tucked into it.
God know's what I'll wear tomorrow, I think I'll go shopping again, and hunt for some more clothes that can contribute to my new style. And a present for my mums birthday.
Also I'm downloading artists I never gave much thought to. Maybe I should buy myself a band tee?
I haven't been to a gig in a while either.
It's time for change, and to be honest, I'm quite looking forward to it:)

It's just one of those days.

Yesterday I think went rather well. Had an ISA science exam which is like 25% of my GCSE :| but it was actually pretty easy, considering I'm insanely bad at science.
Afterwards we had about 20 minutes of English left... ceebs with that. So me Hannah and Sinead went round the back of sporty until lunch:)
Today was pretty boring. Saw Tom this morning and then went to assembly, which reminds me, I'm yet to hand in my self placement form.
My scarf and bus ticket is ruined from hair spray. My scarf is stiff and immoveable and my ticket is all black from where the words has ran and smudged.
ICT is a bit of a drag, I don't know ANYONE and so I sit there and do all the work. Which is good in the long run, bit boring though, and also I might have to come in on Monday (when we're supposed to be broken up for the holidays :@) to do some extra work that needs tidying up, I also need my mum to fill in a permission slip for this :|.
I got an A- in my most recent English essay, which isn't bad but I'd rather be getting A*'s but hey ho. Other than that, nothing interesting happened.
Went to my English crew at lunch and discussed our film some more. I can't wait to get filming it to be honest!
And as for the counting calories... WELL
I had two buttered crumpets with a cup of tea this morning, then a SMALL mars thing, pasta beans and cheese and then some chocolate when I got home.
I'll count tomorrow?
Ha :)

Hide and Seek

I forgot to include in my daily blog bits about tuesday (duhh on my behalf)

Nothing that interesting happened yesterday, other than I got arrested. :')

Not for real. We just had some knife crime police woman in school for a (disturbing) talk about the seriousness of knife crime.

What the hell is coming to this world, seriously?

Who in their right mind would want to stab someone, make them bleed, take away their life.

It really made me think what a horrible place it is that we live in for things to turn to this. Man using their own tools against one another. Awesome.

As for today I didn't do all that much either. Although I've come to the decision that it's time to start counting my calories again. I've let myself go abit too much o.O

I also picked up my guitar again :) I'm not very good but I'm looking into lessons and I can almost play Birds by Kate Nash.

I also might be getting another job. It'll be around Hurdsfield delivering around 1800 leaflets to houses, which sounds like a drag, but it's only once a month (although it may take a few trips as 1800 is alot of leaflets!) And I get £60 for it. And if all goes to plan, and I eat less at school -(saving money and weight!) , stop using so much credit on my phone, then I could use my school savings and my saved credit to get about and save £60 a month:)

SORTED!